Saturday, September 6, 2008

What if...

What if I got everything I desired for right now. Would I be happy? Would I truly enjoy what was given to me? In all honesty, I probably wouldn't. I didn't work for it. I didn't struggle and grow for it. It would have been handed to me on a silver platter as if I was some rich New York princess and I wouldn't be able to see it's value.

So, here I am struggling, wishing, hoping, working, waiting, growing for it. For what my heart TRULY desires, which is God's will. If it isn't in His will for me then I don't want it. Truth is, if it isn't in his will then it isn't going to work out. So, why would I want that? I don't care how perfect that guy is or how great that job is, it make work for a while but it isn't going to last if it isn't of God.

So as hard as it is to be patient and trust God, I am going to because I know that it is going to turn out the best that way.

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