Upside down

What do you do with life when you don't understand it? "Life doesn't make sense, but living does." My closest friend said that and it made me pause. Life really doesn't make sense. As of now, as of 2 weeks ago, my life doesn't make sense. My world got flipped upside down. I'm not complaining in any way shape or form. I love this new development. It's exciting and thrilling and so totally from God. But it doesn't make sense. Where in God's green earth did this come from!? Oh, right. It didn't come of this world. Like I said, completely upside down. But I don't want it to end!! Please, no! I'm perfectly content living this way. Sure, some additions to the development would be nice, but I know that God's timing is ideal and that's what I want. So I sit here stopping everything I've normally done. I redirect my thoughts for the sake of them being filled with the Spirit. I pray hour after hour in order to keep my focus in the right direction. I don't know how I'm going to get through the days, months, years to come. But I know that I can't wait :)